Heyya so here goes all the stuff that i like/love enough to mention but am just too lazy to create a seperate page for.
His name is Will Francis actually. I don't know how i found him but oh boy, do i love him. I've listened to all of his solo albums and everything he did with Aiden (that 00s emo band u kno). Dude is so underrated istg
5 November 1913 - 8 July 1967
She is my favourite, and probably one of the most beautiful female actors ever to exist (imo). Vivien will always be my favourite Cleopatra, and the best Blanche, although Jessica Lange's version was pretty damn amazing as well.
Vivien struggled with mental health, she was bipolar and due to that sometimes hard to work with. She also had chronic tuberculosis, which was first diagnosed in the mid-1940s and ultimately led to her death at the age of 53.
Loving this trilogy. Mordum era Crusty is everything i wanted to be at some point of my life. That's pretty much all i have to say abt this.
This trilogy, i dunno. I loved the first two movies but the other two were just no. The first two actually had a storyline, and in some sick twisted way i could really relate to Ameara's version of Angela.
Angela Aberdeen- a bulimic stripper/ prostitute. I don't know why but she's literally one of my comfort characters.
THIS. Japanese cyberpunk body horror. It's a literal piece of art. I love it so much.
"The Iron Man" 1989 A businessman accidentally kills The Metal Fetishist, who gets his revenge by slowly turning the man into a grotesque hybrid of flesh and rusty metal.
"Body Hammer" 1992 When metal-worshipping fanatics abduct his son, a father unleashes his dormant destructive power, as his naked rage transforms the once-feeble flesh into a grisly symbiosis of metal and tissue.
"The Bullet Man" 2009 Losing his son Tom in a hit and run triggers violent emotions in Anthony, whose body begins to transform. When the driver who killed Tom reappears, Anthony mutates into a mass of metal - a human weapon fuelled by an uncontrollable rage.
born February 12th 1971
I have so much respect for this dude.
He's best known as one of the lead singers/drummer of the 90s crust punk band Dystopia, and as the lead singer of Noothgrush (since 2012).
Recently one of his childhood friends made an interview with him and honestly it's really really interesting and def worth a watch.
Dino is known for his intense vocals and lyrics often dealing with human emotions and social or political issues such as environmentalism, racial equality, substance abuse, and animal rights.
28 October 1909 – 28 April 1992
My absolute favourite painter, right after Andy Warhol.
I'm sure we've all seen his paintings somewhere, but apart from his art, most people don't know anything else about him.
Last year i came across this documentary on youtube called "A Brush With Violence", and my god, he went through so much shit. Just watch it, ok? you won't regret it.
Here's one of my favourite pieces of art made by him. He made two versions of this event, but i like this one a bit more. The story behind it, it's so fucking sad.
Born 21 April 1959.
He is best known as the lead singer, guitarist, primary songwriter, and only continuous member of the rock band The Cure.
I love him so so much. He's the most wholesome and adorable person ever.
Fun Facts: him and his wife Mary met when they were teenagers, got married in their 30s, and three decades later are still happily married. For the wedding gift, Robert wrote a song for Mary, and that song is now one of the most popular Cure songs.
15 July 1956 – 18 May 1980
He was the lead singer and lyricist of Joy Division. Ian was known for his bass-baritone voice and lyrics filled with imagery of desolation, emptiness, and alienation.
His biography movie "Control" is such an amazing, and well, sad, film. After watching it i realized just how much i relate to him.
He struggled with epilepsy and depression. At the age of 23, he committed suicide, using the kitchen's washing line to hang himself. For some reason i have a feeling that i'm gonna end up like that. For as long as i can remember i've known that i'm not gonna make it past 25, maybe not even that. But that's okay.
16 January 1969 – 8 April 1991
Oh boy, I find him so fascinating. Just how can your own brain make you believe that your blood is frozen inside your veins and you're a walking corpse?
If you don't know who Pelle is then, he was the lead vocalist and lyricist of the Norwegian black metal band Mayhem from 1988 until his death. His stage name was Dead, which, fitted him perfectly.
Pelle was introverted; he was known for sleeping buried underground, using dead birds to make himself smell like a corpse, fasted to achieve starving wounds, and as his Norwegian bandmates always mention, was also Swedish.
I also wanna quickly talk about his death because that's some wild stuff. At the age of 22, he one day slit his wrist, his throat, and then walked over to the table to finish his note, then walked over to his bed and blew his brains out. And then later his friend/bandmate came, found his body and decided to rearrange the scene a little before taking some pictures, and as we all know one of those pictures ended up being the cover for Mayhem's next album. Out of respect for Pelle i'm not putting that pic here but you can just google it if you want.
8 January 1947 – 10 January 2016
He was an English singer-songwriter and actor. His Lyrics were filled with themes of science fiction and fantasy. A leading figure in the music industry, he is regarded as one of the most influential musicians of the 20th century.
He was also a mime and an intellectual, as well as an art lover whose appreciation and knowledge of it had led to him amassing one of the biggest collections of 20th century art.
He had a condition known as Heterochromia iridum, which gave him the appearance of having two different colored eyes.
In mid-2014, David was diagnosed with liver cancer, a diagnosis he kept private.
one of the last works he completed before his death, was a musical named Lazarus, that was inspired by the 1963 novel The Man Who Fell to Earth and the 1976 film adaptation of the same name, where David played the main character. His last public appearance was when he attended the 7 December 2015 opening night of the production.
His final album, Blackstar was released on 8 January 2016, on his 69th birthday. He died two days later.
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He was an American musician, poet, artist, and performance artist, most known for his work with the bands Christian Death, Shadow Project, and the industrial project Premature Ejaculation.
Born in Pomona, Southern California on 6 November 1963, Roger Alan Painter was the youngest of the family. His parents were both Southern Baptists so he and his 2 brothers and an elder sister endured a strict religious upbringing.
He first began to take a keen interest in music at the age of 9, listening to David Bowie, Roxy Music, T-Rex, Alice Cooper, Iggy Pop, The New York Dolls and many others. He knew even then that he wanted to be a musician. When he reached adolescence he was attracted to the American Punk scene and even shaved his head. By the time Roger was turning 16 years of age, he decided to start making music rather than just listening to it. He took the name of Rozz Williams from a gravestone he found in his favorite cemetery.
Rozz was found hanged on 1 April 1998 (he was 34). He was found by Ryan, his roommate in their West Hollywood apartment. He did not leave a suicide note and it is not known why Rozz would have wanted to take his own life. It is known that his alcoholism was beginning to affect him badly, but like his drug addictions, he had always managed to get through any physical and emotional problems that he had. Many of his friends believe that the date had a deeply personal significance for Rozz.
A memorial was held at the El Rey Theatre shortly after his death, and a small gathering of family and friends offered his ashes to the earth at Runyon Canyon.
The last project that Rozz had been involved with before his death, was a film called PIG, which was released at the beginning of 1999. Nico B. directed the film, and Chuck Collison completed the soundtrack. In 2000, the book The Art of Rozz Williams was released, which gives a detailed history of Rozz’s life and art.
On April 1st, 2001, the three-year anniversary of his death, there was a public memorial at the Hollywood Forever Cemetery in West Hollywood, California. The memorial drew family, friends, and fans from around the world. There is now a permanent memorial niche in the columbarium section of Hollywood Forever Cemetery.
So idk, i just really like it. I have a pretty high tolerance when it comes to gore and disturbing shit in general, but this one..The first time i watched this i had to pause it a few times and think about what i just saw. The one scene that i don't think i'll ever be able to get out of my head was the one where Midori comes home and finds her mother..just..those rats..wish i could forget abt that. Well done!
14 September 1983 – 23 July 2011
I love her so damn much. If you haven't seen the movie "Amy" i highly recommend it, such a sad movie. Breaks my heart to see how people treated her, especially her own father. Fuck that guy.
26 september 1926 - 18 october 2000
I discovered her not so long ago. This old jazz type of music has a special place in my heart.
30 december 1931 - 19 september 2004
I found her thanks to that movie, "Girl, Interrupted". If you know what scene i'm talking about then uh fun, eh? Anyways I absolutely adore her.
Heavier Than Heaven
by Charles R. Cross. Kurt Cobain's biography. Bought it couple of years ago when i was obsessing over Nirvana. I recommend it if you're into Nirvana.
Suicide Notes
by Michael T.Ford. Oh how i adore this book. Got it as a xmas gift from my former bff. It's about a 15 y.o boy named Jeff who wakes up one day and finds himself in a mental hospital (because he tried to commit suicide). And well it's basically just his adventures at that hospital. I remember the first time i read it, i finished the whole book in one sitting, took me about 5 hours. It's really well written. Def worth reading!
Perfume
by Patrick Süskind. This was Kurt Cobain's favourite book, he mentioned it here. Bought it during my Nirvana phase. But no seriously, this book is amazing! The story follows an unloved orphan, from his birth to his terrifying death, in 18th-century France. He is born with an exceptional sense of smell. He becomes a perfumer and later turns into a serial killer. He absolutely despises humans and just wants to get as far away from them as possible and i can honestly really relate to that.
White Nights
by Fyodor Dostoevsky. It was first published in 1848. Set in St. Petersburg, it is the story of a young man fighting his inner restlessness. A light and tender narrative, it delves into the torment and guilt of unrequited love. Both protagonists suffer from a deep sense of alienation that initially brings them together. A blend of romanticism and realism, the story appeals gently to the senses and feelings. This book was so damn relatable and sad.
March 20, 1976 – July 20, 2017
He was an American singer and songwriter who was best known as the lead vocalist of rock band Linkin Park. He was also the lead vocalist of the bands Grey Daze, Dead by Sunrise, and Stone Temple Pilots.
Linkin Park is one of my favourite bands ever, such a shame that i didn't really get into them until after Chester died.
Chester struggled with depression, substance abuse, was a victim of sexual abuse when he was 7, and was physically bullied in high school. His parents divorced when he was 11. The abuse and his situation at home affected him so much that he felt the urge to run away and kill people. To comfort himself, he drew pictures and wrote poetry and songs.
Fun Facts: He left his own birthday party early to record his audition for Linkin Park (then Xero). In 2006 he joined Alice in Chains on stage at a festival and performed the song "Man in the Box".
On July 20, 2017, at the age of 41, he was found dead by his housekeeper. His death was ruled as suicide by hanging.
Chester's death occurred on what would have been his close friend Chris Cornell's 53rd birthday. Chris's death was also ruled as suicide by hanging two months earlier.
